1. Lesbian sex is #1 on my Unfilled Sex Fantasies list. I have desired it since spring of 1996. I was going to turn 31 that summer. Pluto had entered Sagittarius a year previous. I have had numerous dreams about making love with women. The kind you have at night when “all-the-way-asleep.” Recently, a giant white swan flashed before my closed eyes. Swan is one of my Power Animals. I think this is a sign there is a “real-world” mate coming my way! I think Black Swans symbolize astral lovers.
2. My next-hottest unfilled sex fantasy? A threesome! It could be me and two men I already know and love. Let’s call them Nantez and Sevilli. Or it could be me and two other women. One of them I’ll call Hina; I’ll have to invent a girlfriend for her and me to share. Or it could be an already married or committed male-female couple. Recently, a happy male dominant called me a “unicorn”, that rarest of creatures! Apparently, a unicorn is not just some white pony with a golden horn in its forehead! Unicorns are featured in European artwork from the middle Ages.
3. Another big fantasy…. Prostitution! For obvious reasons, I do not act on this one. There have to be safe ways to enjoy a wide variety of male and female sex partners. Besides fantasy and masturbation and astral sex. I need to heal my relationships with money, work, and transportation! This is a matter of self-esteem, baby steps, and hard work plus setting goals.
4. BDSM! My #1 BDSM rule… pick my playmates very carefully! #2 rule is having some Rules for Safety and Harmony in our “sandbox”. Did you know there are organizations that give classes on Safe, Sane and Consensual BDSM? Subjects such as how to swing a flogger safely and pleasurably, and Aftercare (how to come down safely from a BDSM scene?)
5. I am an “older woman”. I have had fantasies about younger men. Feeling up some 20-something dude in the sheets. Cupping his erection with my hands. Kissing him. Rubbing up against him. I am aware that women who actually fuck younger men are called “cougars” and their male lovers are very turned on by MILFs. Enuff said.
6. Would you believe—I fantasize about politicians! I don’t know why. And not just American politicians, either. Members of various royal families, CEOs, Hollywood luminaries, and even a few US of A governors and a President or two have all made it into my “steamy dreams”. Gee—I must be really lonely and/or craving wealth and power! I have gotten used to a life that feels absent of these things.
7. I wish a sexy lesbian or bi-sexual woman would “come on” to me. I’d rather not be ignored. I’m not much of a show-off, I guess. I am not an attention whore. But I have potential to be one.
8. I wonder, what do men and women REALLY think of me? What is the exact content of their sex fantasies about me? Do they enjoy blow jobs? Cunnilingus? Would a man like to tie me up and then lick me all over? I haven’t got the nerve to ask!
9. I am a very good dirty-talker! I know I can induce erections! And wet panties that smell like paradise!
10. I have recently looked at on-line porn. It made me a little uncomfortable. And it was very sexy. A-ha! New sex fantasy and erotic story ideas! Whew!
By Linda M. Smith
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